The flu and stuff

Last week I got sick. It started on Tuesday, I went to teach my two  dog classes after work. When I got home I was just beat.  I told my husband that I didnt think I could teach these classes anymore. It was just to much for me. But the next morning I felt ok. But by 9am, my throat hurt and I felt like I got hit by a truck. It went down hill from there. I went to the doctor and they felt I had the flu even though my flu test was negative.  Friday was the worse. I woke up at 2am and was on fire. I almost couldnt walk the 30 feet from my bedroom to the kitchen to get medication. I thought, its a good thing I dont have little kids anymore because I couldnt take care of them.  I started feeling better Saturday afternoon. Monday and Tuesday I was beat after working and just went home a laid on the the couch. Wednesday I felt back to normal and went and taught my dog classes. The again, I woke up this morning and was beat again. Im not sure how I made it through the day of work. This crap is killing me. I need a break. Then a weird thing, my big toe hurts for no reason at all. It only hurts when Im not doing anything. Its not swollen or bruied. I didnt get hurt, no one stepped on it but it wont stop hurting and its making me crazy. Im so over all of this.  Im over dog agility too. I suck at it. I just cant run fast enough to  get to where I need to be.  Next week is our trial here in Columbia and my dogs arent ready at all. I shouldnt even be running them. I probably shouldnt post this because Im being so negative. Sorry.